23 Kasım 2011

esen yeldedir

kaç gün doğumu görmeli insan mimar olabilmek için,
kaç çizgi çekmeli,
kaç jüriye çıkıp ne kadar konuşmalı ikna etmek için diğerlerini,

yanıt esen yeldedir dostum
esen yeldedir.

 

21 Kasım 2011

sandıklarım

" elbette sadece sanıyorum... sandıklarım kapalı sandıklar. "

20 Kasım 2011

17 Kasım 2011

15 Kasım 2011

Lhasa


Why don't you ask me
How long I've been waiting
Set down on the road
With the gunshots exploding
I'm waiting for you
In the gloom and the blazing
I'm waiting for you

I sing like a slave I know
I should know better
I've learned all my lessons
Right down to the letter
And still I go on like this
Year after year
Waiting for miracles
And shaking with fear

Why don't you answer
Why don't you come save me
Show me how to use
All these things
That you gave me
Turn me inside out
So my bones can save me
Turn me inside out

You've come this close
You can come even closer
The gunshots get louder
And the world spins faster
And things just get further
And further apart
The head from the hands
And the hands from the heart

One thing that's true
Is the way that I love him
The earth down below
And the sky up above him
And still I go on like this
Day after day
Still I go on like this

Now I've said this
I already feel stronger
I can't keep waiting for you
Any longer
I need you now
Not someday
When I'm ready
Come down on the road
Come down on the road

My name, my nam
Nothing is the same
I won't go back
The way I came

kayıp

her şeyin orta yolunu bulmaya çalışan bir arkadaşım vardı...
günün birinde ortadan kayboldu.

1 Eylül 2011

Famous World Ideologies, as explained by references to Cows

  • Feudalism: You have two cows. Your lord takes some of the milk.
  • Pure Socialism: You have two cows. The government takes them and puts them in a barn with everyone else’s cows. You have to take care of all the cows. The government gives you all the milk you need.
  • Bureaucratic Socialism: Your cows are cared for by ex-chicken farmers. You have to take care of the chickens the government took from the chicken farmers. The government gives you as much milk and eggs the regulations say you should need.
  • Fascism: You have two cows. The government takes both, hires you to take care of them, and sells you the milk.
  • Pure Communism: You have two cows. Your neighbors help you take care of them, and you all share the milk.
  • Real World Communism: You share two cows with your neighbors. You and your neighbors bicker about who has the most “ability” and who has the most “need”. Meanwhile, no one works, no one gets any milk, and the cows drop dead of starvation.

  • Russian Communism: You have two cows. You have to take care of them, but the government takes all the milk. You steal back as much milk as you can and sell it on the black market.
  • Perestroika: You have two cows. You have to take care of them, but the Mafia takes all the milk. You steal back as much milk as you can and sell it on the “free” market.
  • Cambodian Communism: You have two cows. The government takes both and shoots you.
  • Militarianism: You have two cows. The government takes both and drafts you.
  • Totalitarianism: You have two cows. The government takes them and denies they ever existed. Milk is banned.
  • Pure Democracy: You have two cows. Your neighbors decide who gets the milk.
  • Representative Democracy: You have two cows. Your neighbors pick someone to tell you who gets the milk.
  • British Democracy: You have two cows. You feed them sheeps’ brains and they go mad. The government doesn’t do anything.
  • Bureaucracy: You have two cows. At first the government regulates what you can feed them and when you can milk them. Then it pays you not to milk them. Then it takes both, shoots one, milks the other and pours the milk down the drain. Then it requires you to fill out forms accounting for the missing cows.
  • Pure Anarchy: You have two cows. Either you sell the milk at a fair price or your neighbors try to take the cows and kill you.
  • Pure Capitalism: You have two cows. You sell one and buy a bull.
  • Capitalism: You don’t have any cows. The bank will not lend you money to buy cows, because you don’t have any cows to put up as collateral.
  • Enviromentalism: You have two cows. The government bans you from milking or killing them.
  • Political Correctness: You are associated with (the concept of “ownership” is a symbol of the phallo-centric, war mongering, intolerant past) two differently – aged (but no less valuable to society) bovines of non-specified gender.
  • Surrealism: You have two giraffes. The government requires you to take harmonica lessons.

 Source: http://www.alientimes.org/Main/FamousWorldIdeologiesAsExplainedByReferencesToCows

12 Nisan 2011

sahilde kafka' dan

"bu dünyada, yüksek ve sağlam çitler inşa edebilen insanlar ayakta kalır. bunu reddetmeye kalkarsan, kendini çorak arazilere sürgün edilmiş bulursun."

haruki murakami

27 Mart 2011

the radical revolution of mind,,


" We were saying how very important it is to bring about, in the human mind, the radical revolution. The crisis is a crisis in consciousness, the crisis that cannot anymore accept the old norms, the old patterns, the ancient traditions and considering what the world is now, with all the misery, conflict, destructive brutality, aggression and so on. Man is still as he was, is still brutal, violent, aggressive, acquisitive, competitive and... he has built a society along these lines.
What we are trying in all these discussions and talks here, is to see if we cannot radically bring about a transformation of the mind. 'Not accept things as they are' - but to understand it, to go into it, examine it, give your heart and your mind with every thing that you have to find out. A way of living differently. But that depends on you and not somebody else. Because in this there is no teacher, no pupil. There's no leader, there is no guru, there's no master, no savior. You yourself are the teacher, and the pupil, you're the master, you're the guru, you are the leader, you are everything! And, to understand is to transform what is. "
jiddu krishnamurti

12 Şubat 2011

medusa



sarnıcın karanlık dehlizlerinde yılan saçlı medusa yaşar.
.tıpkı senin karanlığında olduğu gibi.

gelenleri taşa çevirmek için bekler gözleri.
.hapseder beni.

7 Şubat 2011

duvar - kapı - karanlık oda,,

. eskiden duvarları vardı. evin bahçesini çevreleyen yüksek duvarlar..

. şimdi ?

. duvarları geçtim. bahçede yürüyorum.

. sonra ?

. kapılar var. evin içinde onlarca oda var, ve hepsinin kapısı kilitli, içerisi karanlık. yeraltında da odalar var. onlardan birinde gizleniyor.

. orda olmaktan mutlu mu peki tek başına ?

. bunu bilmiyor.

. kapıları nasıl açacaksın. anahtarın var mı ?

. anahtarım yok. ama kelimelerim var.

. söz ölümcüldür unutma. hata kabul etmez.

...

16 Ocak 2011

bullet casing


boş mermi kovanı. boşluktaki insan. karanlık. içi boş insan. içindeki barutu tüketmiş. yanmış, patlamış. zarar vermiş. zarar görmüş. geriye metal örtüsü kalmış. derisi kalmış. artık işlevsiz. üstüne basıldığında kolayca ezilebilir. kırılabilir.

3 Ocak 2011

görünüşe girmeyenler,,

içimde küçük bir nokta olarak başladı o boşluk. nokta gittikçe büyüdü, boyut kazandı, boşluğa dönüştü. sanki her an bedenimi parçalayıp dışarıya doğru yayılmaya devam edecekmiş gibi büyümeye devam etti. ama dışarı çıkamıyordu. boşluk, bedenimi zorladıkça ben kötüleşiyordum, suskunlaşıyordum, anlamsızlaşıyordum... ah ondan bir kurtulabilsem, o zaman çok özgür olacağım. şimdi birbirimize bağımlı bir hayat sürüyoruz. bedenim, boşluğun kabı gibi, işe yaramaz bir örtü, sanki sadece onun için var.

1 Ocak 2011

birbiri içine girmiş çemberler : yaşamdaki döngüler


eskinin kusurlu çemberleriyle yeniler iç içe geçiyor. böylece geleceğe dair kusurlu yeni döngüler oluşuyor... bu döngülerin içinde hapis yaşıyoruz,,
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